:: Anugerah Cemerlang kpd Rumateku ::

Dengan ini, saya Aposhy Roxy (bukan nama sebenar) ingin menyampaikan anugerah cemerlang pada rumate saya Nadiah Ghazali (nama sebenar), no telefon 012-4443332, atas ketabahan dan kekentalannya menjadi rumate saya ntok 3tahun... Ternyata die lah satu-satunya rakan yg bertahan plg lama dgn saya... Oleh itu, saya dgn rasa rendah dirinya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih dan memohon keampunan atas segala salah dan silap.. Saya tahu saya sangat garang dan beremosi macam lalang, tp ternyata anda berjaya melepasi dugaan ini~!! *Clapclapclap* Saya berharap selepas 6bulan ini, anda akan berjumpa dgn rakan yg jauh lebih baik dr saya dan dpt membuat anda tersenyum selalu... Namun, dlm masa 6bulan ni marilah kita bersama2 menghabiskan saat2 terakhir berumate bersama...

Thanx nadnad for being so good towards me , eventho I might not understand U and U might not understand me, we still manage to be together for this 3years... I noe I have done so much things that might hurts you, and I am sorry for that.. Sometimes I had neva meant it, it just my stupid emotional probs... Thanx for being a gewd rumie to me .. hehe...

p/s : rumate saya chantek sgt, sape nak berkenalan..? hehe..

:: The cycle that is YOU ::

Look how easy ppl cud break my heart...
When I think bout it, it is sedeh sgt..
Coz when U have sum-sort of conflict or problem,
U dtg crik the so-called-Kaunselor-Poshy-Rox...
When this kaunselor bg suggestion ntok UP kan U,
U just left her behind...
Then, tomorrow U dtg with other probs...
and U noe what..??
U are totally lembu shytt~!!
U are a heartbreaker~!!

p/s : my new year resolution is to get rid a fren who doesnt deserve the tittle of 'friend'

:: Explosion Nickel Aluminide with addition of Silicon Carbide ::

Erlow erlow erlow =] Just came back from the lab, yap, of coz thesis lagiey~!! Yucks~ So, anyone who have my fb must be aware of what happened to me yesterday ayte...?? Sangat scary like a scary movie~!!

The moment my specimen meletup, I was all alone in the lab... En Said was not around and it is the scariest moment in my life... I am aware dr dulu yg dis kind of thing cud happen to me.. Biasa laaa, handling with reactive powder and strong acids~!! My hand pernah terhakis bcoz terkene acid k..? And its all bcoz of dis stupid thesis...

Make thing worst the material I am using which is Nickel is one of the cause for Cancer~!! It will serang ur lung and irritated... Gile buduh kn..? I might mati bcoz of thesis~!! haha... Duhh~ I remembered last tym, one of my teacher mandul bcoz doing lab works, die macam terkene beam xray tue.. Pity gile... Serious, I swear I wont doing any lab works anymore after my thesis ends~!! I prefer being in an air cond office~!! My husband pon xleh buat lab work coz nanti die mandul I cant have any babies~!




Left with 13th weeks and I dun noe if I am able to do it well... Overall my works might sounds easy tp sbenanye sgt melecehkan dan meng-annoyingkan sgt~!! Even en Said ckp I wasted my time doing keje2 bongek~! Gile toye thesis niey~

Ouh ya~!! To en Zaman, tlg laaa, I'm begging U betolkan la SEM tue cepat2 bfre my blood pressure rise up high~!! I need to check my sample nie ok ke x.. So, pls laa dun play around with US coz I start to get annoyed ryte now~!! haha...

p/s : korunk must pray for my keselamatan okayh~!!

:: Bas dan Kemalangan ::

Korunk ade bace tak the latest accident yg involve kan bas 2 tingkat where like 10 org mati..? Horrible kan...? Kdg2 pikir macam ntah pape.. I noe it from paper Metro and the driver mcm bgtaw die ngantok tym drive tue... Mcm senang gle jawab kan..? System bas tue mmg la bgs coz die set speed limit, if lebeyh speed die akan kol the driver... The problem skang ngan system bus is diorg nye driver~!!

I think driver bas skang kene go through like a pilot~!! Diorg have to be dicipline like a pilot, and dress up like a pilot... Diorg have to have a kesedaran of how many lives yg diorg bwa behind them~!! Serius, mereka ptt buat this new rule...!! Mcm sekarang, byk gle bus yg speed laju gle kat lane kanan sekali~ Cam ntah pape jer kan...??

Diorg bwa bus like bawa kete Honda~!! At a moment I think diorg nie mcm xde kesedaran ke bwa laju2..? Dun dey care the passenger blakang diorg tue~!! Haisshh... Its sad ble this thing happen kan..?? Yg ptt bertunang, xdpt bertunang.. The one yg nak tgk result pmr, xdpt nak tatap her result slip... Lori yg ptt diambil, xdpt diambil~

I think the only way ppl cud do is to avoid taking bas!! Naek tren jer... Boikot bus for a while then only diorg akan pandang seyes this matter coz diorg xnak go bankrupt!! Huh...

Pepon, al-fatihah to all mangsa and berharap kite sume dilindungi drpd perkara mcm tue~ Amiinn...

p/s : drive carefully after this..

:: First Day of 8th Sem ::

Ehem ehem~!! Howz ur class today..? I woke up early today~!! Nsi lemak as bfast and straight to my fac, walking!!! hehe.. Odw to the lab, of coz, I wont feel hepy, sape ntah semangat nak wat thesis kan..? But tetibe, this feeling fade away bile ade one foreigner tanyekan college 12th katne... Wink wink... Lately, I alwez bump in into hawt foreginer guy~ DuHh.... Shinning shinning my eyes~

The thesis went well, but I dun noe how the result wud be.. But 89.73% I think, its failure~ Muahaha... Buduh!!! My class macam ok laaa.. The lectrer ckp laju gle and sort of mumbling sket... Wutever laa, he seems nice on the first day.. hehe... Btw, I'm goin to have my 1st test on 4th week for this subject, corrosion...

Hurmm,,, shud I start stdy now..? Ngaaaaa..... =P~

p/s : I wish for sumthin miracle~!!

:: Bz And Kelas ::

Officially back to UM today and start my class tomorrow.. Duhh, annoying gle bile pk bout cluz coz I dun feel to start everything back especially taking imporant notes, reseaching and bla-bla-bla... I hate it~!! I just want to have fun, to have lots of money, melaram and jalan2 usha org...~!!

Plus, I still dun make any 'konkrit' decision of what subject I'm gonna take for this semester.. Since it is the last semester, I hope to make a very last decision which brings luck to me! As U guyz aware, my result last sem sgt menyedihkan~! Thats why I prefer to be alone in PJ, coz I do feel stupid or worse, MORON! Sume target x capai and I shud blame myself for having so much fun last sem... Sgt berpoya2 till I didnt manage to make any savings in my account~!

I must learnt from the mistakes I've done.. Dgr tue poshy! BELAJAR DR KESILAPAN OKAYH??!! So, I need to settle down fast... I need to get my brain ready with all the blabbering from the lecturers~ Duhh, I wish I cud be like my dad~!! Gile rajen and sgt bersungguh~!! Why I dun get that gene from him..? Hehee =)

Right now I am having an internal conflict... I dun noe either I can bawa this watak or not.. Ouh, okayh, sorry, maybe u guyz "blurr-blurr" coz all of sudden I mention bout "watak-watak" plak kan..? I was planning to make it secret coz I dun really make any decision ( another problem with unsolved decision ) ... I got a character in our latest teater competition, watak kecik jer... Like sampingan only... But I dun noe either I can really do it~ Becoz the watak is totally different from me...

I can act if nak jadi garang coz I am naturally good at it.. But to lakonkan watak sedih and nanges-nanges, I dun have any confidence to do it.. Abg am told me that he have faith in me.. He also said that if I cant go on, I shud telll him by the end of this week.. After all, the competition will be in two weeks time... Haha, I think I will be hodoh gile if nanges-nanges atas stage~!! Then, no one wants to ngorat me~! Bruufff~

Ok, sesape yg have confidence in me pls angkat tgn now!! If ramai org angkat tgn then maybe I have more strength to continue with this journey... hehe... Ok ok, I have to stop now coz I need to hafal the script and tomorrow nak kene bgn early~! Semangat NEW SEM~!!

And to all of YOU, njoy ur class~!!
adios...

I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCCCHHH~

:: Fun, fun and yess,! F.U.N!! ::

After having the emotional breakdown, I went to Mid for some fun.. My coursemates were planning to the Mid too but, I refused to join them as they planned to have some movie session.. I had sumthing else in my mind, I dun want to keep doing the same thing! Like, went to the mall, bought movie ticket, get in, get out, and yeahh, go back~! Bruff... After all, I need to go around, and push the button stop in my braian thinking and worrying bout sum small matter~! And yeahh, I had too much movie session, including the one I had in my own room!! Hehee...

Since Christmas is around the corner, the Sale was like hell~! Haha... But first thing first... (^_~)... Can U guess wuts in my mind huh...??

TaDaaaa!!! Haha.. Fun fun!! This is what on my mind since the time I invited Dd to play along~ But its ok laa.... Dd njoy doing movie stuff while for me, I alredy had lots session movie-ing for the past 2 weeks... After all, this 24th going to have gewd movies coming out!! YeaHh!! The last time I spent time here was with my younger bro and sys~ But today, I'm all alone, see-ing other family having gewd tym with their kids.. Ouhhh, sye mahu jadi budak comel semule... =)

I spent most of my time here and U can guess how much token I used.....~ Ouhh... tetibe sgt ngantok... I continue after I wake up larhhh.. Brufff..... Nanyte and sweet dreamz darl~!!

:: It is just smelly-welly glove, wuts bg deal? ::

Its been almost 3 weeks I stayed in pj and woke up early and had to walk till Taman Paramount LRT'S station... Actually I got a room in my college but I refused to stay there.. I just thought being in the same room that I am going to stay for the next 6month wud just bring stress to me... Oh, no, I didnt mean the ppl, but the box of room, with 3 beds a line of table, 3 chairs, 3 cupboards, it just 'pruufffff'... The time I step into UM, my heart starts to pump like a bullet train.. Haha, yeap, u right~ Maybe I am just not born to be a person with laboratory skills~!!

This morning I refused to wake up early, I refused to jog,.. I just slept till I have te courage to opened my eyes... There is sumthin happened at the lab that really bother me right now.. I dun noe how expensive that thing wud be, but I am willing to pay if I can replace it with the new one.. I am sorry but I just dun understand how that thing turn out to be soooo moronnn!!

When I reached the lab, I saw this thing ---->

And I was WTFFF...?? How come ppl just left the gloves like that??!! U noe, I used that gloves yesterday and I properly dried it out after using it... Fine, it just an ugly-smelly-unsafe-gloves.. But, at least each of every one of us shud have sum responsibility la kaannn...?? I really piss off bcoz I've been using this gloves for like 2 weeks, and I had take a gewd responsibility to hang it on the chair.. Dah lar glove tue yekk-yekk, basah plak kan..??? And u dun even noe the ins and outs... I might end out inversely and then U get the acid on my hand!!

Yeap, agak terbaran gak r td for like 5mins... Esp I dun really have mood to do any lab works today... Maybe different ppl have different action... So, I just kewl down and get another dry gloves and hang the wet ones like this --->

p/s : Now U noe why ppl hate me right..? I am just soo annoying, sumtym!
but, for me it is just the right thing~


..I am sorry..

:: Dalilah Hilmi, Hepy gettin older! ::

dearest daly m0ntot,

hepy burfday sesangat~! Eventho kamu jauh di Sujuksolia, saya tetap bangat merindu kamu yg amat!~!! hehe... Its been too short to really noe you but you bring the greatest effect to me..~! Eventho agak tercabar ble berjalan ngan kamu coz ppl cant keep their eyes away from staring at ur kechantekan and kechomelan, but I really had fun~!! Every moment we spent togetha meant a lot to me~! Esp the 2 days of struggling to buy the 'bergaya' handphone~! Still remember --> "Gaya Itu Penting?" .. haha... =) Ouh, yeap! I still remember cite Nini with all ur cute clumsiness and the tym we had lunch and u try to flirt with Poh?~!! Okayh, I am laughing sesorunk kat sini... Every time we went out, musti we will sense the same cute guyz..!! Do u remember that really hawty guy tp awek die mcm bese jerw (the tym we bought our phone?) ngahaKs... I wish you to grow up older and be a better person to this World... I pray tht U will get a gewd guy to spend with for ur entire life... I hope Ur life will be more and more cheerful.. Last but not least, I warn U not to forget me!! Hikhik =)

truly,
Ur hawty fren, poshy kaBo00m!